Sunday, December 26, 2004

its sad

i actually intended this to be a cheerful entry.. but there was no way that i could fake my emotions after my mum told me about the news.. today i spent my entire morning and afternoon in school playing soccer with two different groups of adults... yeah i skipped church cos i overslept... but anyway after that i returned home and went immediately to play soccer with my neighbourhood friends at the park.. we were playin until later i took a shot and my friend who was younger and smaller than me suddenly flared up and came over to me and asked me whats your problem even when i didnt do anything... then i held him and he punched me in the face.. my first reaction was to smack him back, but something held me back... and i thought to myself that now im a changed person, no longer the same old person and i guess thats why i didnt retaliate.. and instead i told him to hit me somemore... sounds stupid rite? but thankfully he didnt.. i just held back my punch no matter what, and i thank God for that.. but at the same time, i would like to talk about the earthquake.. when i reached home and checked my hp, i received a few msges and the first i read was from my ex-church teacher eugene who told me about the earthquake and that many ppl died.. he added that its very unfair to them and wad a christmas gift for them... haish seriously i was so upset i teared and cried while i took my bath... ): i dunno why God is letting this happen also, i really dont but ill never lose my faith over him.. God can you please answer me...? anyway i just pray for those in thailand and indonesia and Maldives who got affected by this... may the Lord relieve their sufferings..

on another note, i dun mind soccer on 29th and lets go to sentosa too later when everyone is free okay? teo pls arrange thx..

tokalina spoke at 8:08 PM

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