Wednesday, January 19, 2005

depressed.....

damn sad now. screwed up soc trials lyk fuck. cant even join my second choice, canoein, bcos 1) clash wif jap 2) i cant swim. wtf. at least pple lyk bonks and huanna hu cldnt make it to soc lyk me can join canoein... cept for me... v depressed now. in the 16yrs of my life, i hav not found a single sport or activity which i can proudly sae i am skilled in (eg. soccer, racquet sports, basketball, swimming), dats why i alwaes put my best when im plaein dis sports durin normal times. so dat at least i can make out for my lack of skill wif effort. dats why everytime plae soccer, i will run so much,. dats why i will sweat lyk mad even when juz plaein durin recess. dats why i do stoopid stuff lyk gettin my head cut open and my iris torn while plaein soccer. now, my patheticness in ability and talents finally killed me bcos i sux at everythin and i most prob will end up wif a grand total of 4pts for Pearls frm participation in stoopid societies and clubs lyk odac.

takugo spoke at 11:22 PM

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