Friday, March 25, 2005

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life's just so screwed up recently.

appeals - need i say more? to pehpeh, bonks, jong, cai, sinchi: maybe i've never been close to you guys, but those moments we had together, playing soccer or just bantering, i treasure them, and over the years i've come to love you guys in own fashion. i guess thats whats different about ri from rj - we needn't even be close or anything to enjoy each other's company. look on the bright side - at least you still have each other, right? but i'll still miss you guys. must come back play soccer on saturdays okay? and hopefully the rj judo teacher can help bonks and tehgo get in...

o2 - obviously it wasnt a big success. i wanted to leave early...but conscience got the better of me. to us obviously it was sian, but put yourself into o-team's shoes, how would u feel if u put in so much effort but no one gives a damn about it? and what my ogl said about pitying the o team exco who put in so much effort made me feel damn bad so i stayed for entire first day. but sadly i couldnt resist soccer on day 2. owell there was just sth wrong with the atmosphere among my og during o2, was depressing. somehow day 1 was kinda like my worst day in rj =(

there's jian whos getting sued - and for good reason haha. if he never tried to make fun of ngiap since sec1 maybe he wouldnt be in this mess heh. i got nothing to say about rj's screwed up class reallocation though...thought that geog ppl would get transferred to 6c. hope my class gets good newcomers though.

and there's plenty of other reasons i'm upset and confused over. sigh. can't wait for the normal routine school day to kick back in, then maybe i won't have time to think of any other depressing stuff.

teo spoke at 10:10 PM

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