Thursday, May 05, 2005

team x, right from the start.

for those who remember team x right from the beginning, this was kinda like what happened

1) team x formed by moski, chee, jian, tao, leehu, shua, huanna, benny, tok, me.
2) i convince nat to play somewhat as a guest player cos i was extremely curious about how good she is
3) we got second. in the ensuing euphoria we, or maybe i, kinda overlooked the fact that nat wasn't officially on the team cos she did play for us
4) team x blog set up. me being me convinced her to be part of the blog even though she was reluctant and doubted everyone else would really accept it.
5) me being me (again!) convinced her to play soccer at ri on saturdays after o's if she wanted.

well basically what resulted is that nat was considered part of team x...since last year's ora. and well i've certainly kinda figured that some ppl in and out of team x weren't exactly too pleased with this. but in the end it really isn't her fault, she wasn't being extra or anything, i kinda instigated it, so to nat and to these ppl, sorry, it was really my doing, my fault.

and so as this year's ora approaches i guess it's kinda time for us to rethink why team x was formed, and who team x really represents. and so i guess it's best to restate that nat was never part of team x to begin with, it was my folly to ask her to play for us and then kinda include her in everything. nat's still welcome to mix around and play soccer with us n whatever as long as everyone's fine with that though, but team x will remain as team x. maybe some of us can't play this year and we're getting others to play for them, but they won't be team x though they play for us. in that sense perhaps we're kinda exclusive or whatever, but well, thats the way team x is. :)

main purpose of this post is to make it clear that well nat isnt and shouldnt have been considered part of team x and any doubts over that were probably due to my error, so sorry to whoever may have been offended by it somehow. but well nat understands and i hope everyone understands where i'm coming from and what i'm trying to bring across ya?

hope no one's offended or anything k...if you are, sorry. but we still love you ya? :)

teo spoke at 11:02 PM

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